domingo, 5 de diciembre de 2010

CREATIVE ESSAY

1.    Introduction
1.1 Why do I choose this song?
1.2 Good and bad moments
2.    My  tsunami
2.1 What happened?
2.2 How do I felt?
3.    The havocs
3.1 How do I continue with my life?
3.2 I was feeling uncomfortable
4.    Everything after tsunami
4.1 How did I feel when I face to face tsunami
4.2 How do I feel now?
5.    Conclusion
5.1 What means for me this song?
5.2 Memories
“Love the way you lie” by Eminem
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
That's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
That's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it the more I
suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me,
she fuckin' hates me
And I love it, wait, where you goin'?
I'm leavin' you, no you ain't come back
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's lois lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

 You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know
what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words
when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch pop hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the face that's the culprit, (?)
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, (?)
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same
 as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm just gon aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to fuckin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
This song represents for me the good and the bad moments of a relationship. I choose it because in some paragraphs of the lyric I feel the same and it also with the video. I also like Eminem because he sings with feeling. This song brings me good moments like when you are in love and you try to share all your time with that person. But it also brings me bad things like violence, jealous, hate, the same routines and the same mistakes and problems. The situation of breaking up and how do you feel.
I closed my eyes, you were there, then I opened them and I could not see you. In a moment everything came gray, full of clouds. Thinking that is going to rain, I closed my eyes trying to find you, and then started to rain. It was raining a lot in my heart, so many, that there was a tsunami. I thought that raining never is going to stop, but in one moment to another, without thinking it was daily, of course, with the havocs of the rain.
Tsunami was gone. I was with life, but I was scared of continuing living, what can happen. But I took all my forces and I continued living. There was something in me that did not leave me alone. It was lie if something was unsettled between this catastrophe and me. I did not know what it was. So I continuing searching what was it. But the only thing that I can did was face to face Tsunami. I was very scared but I had to do it.
Then, I face to face the catastrophe. I was insecure, with fear and pain in my heart, remembering all the things that it did to me. But the things had changed. Everything started with fear, but now I have the heaven in y hands. I can touch the starts because they are witnesses of our achievements. We cannot go back, we have to show our love, and how my catastrophe is now my heaven. I have a past with my catastrophe, a past that almost kill me, but now is my reason to live.
This song for me is the situation of a lot f couples. The moments shared between two people that are in love. But sometimes that is not enough, so sometimes people say things they do not want to mean. This song brings me a lot of memories, some good, some bad but almost bad memories, mistakes that I had done and sometimes I continuing doing. Sometimes the violence, the bad feelings and the people influences in a relationship and sometimes can destroy it.